Adventures ni Kettle Ong

past
i right all the things that makes me happy,,
the things that hurts me...
describe it here...
everything is in detail, no cuts

present
i cant explain and right the things that me happy
the things that hurts me..
cant describe it
no details is delivered...


past
i can make a picture every day...
i remember each scene...
i say and talk everything the nicest and best things

present
i can hardly picture it everyday,
i cant remember each scenario.. but i know i am happy
i cant think a word that will fit the person he is


this is the post with a title..
this is a post without a rival
his is a post of changes that is thankful..
this is a post for you..
and i dont want to post everything about us..
because it a childlike attitude...

and this is not the measurement ...
to show how grateful I am



0818

i don't know where and how to start,
and maybe how to end this post,


, and maybe this is how it started,
way back august 3, tuesday
im so exhausted, tired, and no sleep at all,
i decided to sit beside a stranger...
and told myself that i hope he's the one,..
the one that will lead me to know and see the star i been looking for,..

after i said those words, i saw a guy walking towards our direction...
he is tall, seems like an ocean, and handsome...
"I hope, ... to know his name,.. i hope he and I ... i hope.."

then i smile and look back to my business,
as they say, expect the unexpected,
the one im sitting with .. a stranger to me 30 minutes ago
is a friend, and i heard his name "Rika, this is..."

and i know i started begin to live again.....


If you are reading this,, i want you to know that im happy very grateful to have you, you made me live again, by living the real me, that i can be myself even im with you, I want you to know my past is just a part of me, and i don't care about it anymore,because you make those bitter things fade, You give me strength especially when we're apart, making me a weakling when im with you, but still i love it,

you're the one who thought me how to feel that i can stop to be a hero, that I can be a damsel in distress, for I am not a superhuman, but not an ordinary human.


because i don't know where, or when, and how it all started,
for all i know is , i already loved and love you and will love you...
and like what i say in the beginning i don't know how to and end this ,
because there is no start... it just happened,. i mean it is bound to happen...