"Happy Birth day RYAN!"
as i enter his internet shop,i gave my birthday friend a kiss on his cheeks, "thank you, bakit ngayon ka lang?" he asked me.. and i respond " sorry wah late na kasi kami lumusong sa pool kaya mejo nalate ang dismissal namin. asan sila?" i asked. "andun sa likod puntahan mo na lang. "Oi rye magluluto ako ng dessert wah un na gift ko sayo hahah". and i headed to the backyard. "Ola!" i greeted with full of energy there i found my friends namely, jessie, cielo, and jhay with my ex.," i greeted them all except my ex, i kiss them in their cheeks, and as im going to enter the kitchen to prepare my dish my ex said "how 'bout me?" and .. i walk closer lower myself and kiss him on his cheeks. and the crowd started to get loud.
i prepare my ingredients and start cooking. i dont know why but,, things go back.. and with the feelings that i know that i already bury, i just keep on preparing the dish ignoring every memory..
"Oh, talagang seryoso ka na magluluto ka wah" ryan's sister said, " oo naman ate! ako pa ngpromise kasi ako kay rye saka ito na ung gift ko, kasi PROMISE IS A PROMISE," and i repeat my last four words out loud so he could hear it.
and i know he heard it for he response is this "Kilala nyo naman ang aking first love" and repeat it twice, i know that, it was me who he talks about, i feel so blush... my blood rush right at my cheeks.
i started cooking my dish, right after the first batch i started to plate it and gave to rye and sang him a happy birthday song, everybody's eating except me for im still cooking, then my ex speak up and said "oh kumain ka na kaya, and he shared with me his food, bhe spoon feed me with the dish that i prepare,i just bite and go back cooking. after a while as i finish my cooking he handed me his plate and said "here eat this," i smiled and a picture in my memory role up, he gave me the half the remaining three bites of his food in short a sort of his left over, i took the spoon and eat and said "baka luwa mo na toh wah and i giggled." he turned back to see me and says "hindi ah! papakainin ko ba sayo yan kung ganun kumain ka na" and he go outside,, i dont know what's with him and why he did those things to me, and i can feel that he do still cares to me.. A lot.
and it's about 8pm and i want to go home, but he insisted and said "o bakit ka uuwi na? me inuman pa tayo," he's asking me to drink with them even if he knew that i have an allergy with liquors or in any alcoholic drinks, but i said "Ok fine! inum tayo" cielo hold my hand and pull me closer to her, and said "hey sister, allergic ka diyan diba anu ka ba?" and i replied."sige lang tinganan natin kung anu gagawin ng sira ulong yan, pagbiglan na natin"
and i sat down.. gave the first glass to ryan and round.. my turn comes,,, the first half glass was given and i take it and drink up straight. i dont know but my place becomes dizzy and things starts to go upside down..the round continues and the 2nd turn has come.. another half glass straight! and worst.. is im started to become naughty, crazy, dizzy, and some kinda hot feeling, my body starts to burn and so with my allergy.
Rye, cielo, jhay and jess stops me.. and i said no i can manage but the fact is i cant. i stood up and said "uuwi na ako,i hug jhay, ang kiss him on his forehead, and as i hug jhay i feel my knees started to shake. jhay stood up and hold me , "ok ka lang ba" he asked me "oo naman ako pa! kaya pa!" i go to jessie hug him and kiss on his cheeks, and say goodbye and also to cielo, kiss her ang hug and she saw my arms turning red. and said "hoy sis, tama na tingnan mo balat mo" she showed it to jhay and jhay hold me as i walk,"
to my surprise i saw my ex waiting in the staircase,, he took my bag and said, "halika na, ihahatid na kita" but i said. "wag na kaya ko umuwi magisa!" and i turn to cielo and kiss her goodbye. i headed to the kithchen and say goodbye to rye's parents and sister. aries and ian escorted me at the gate, i hugged them and say goodbye. my ex's still looking at me and still i insisted that im just going by myself.he said "sa tingnin mo ba papayag ako umuwi ka ng magisa tas ganyan ka pa?" and i said bakit sino ba ang may kasalanan? diba ikaw?/ pinainom mo ko alam mo naman wala pa ngang 1 baso di ko na kaya" he didnt respond, and just stare at me.
Saturday, February 6, 2010
two 1/2 glass and a glass = last night
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